Wednesday, 3 August 2011

Zoie's (Associate Artist at The Point) Thoughts

I have just spent two days watching Charlotte and Wendy Houstoun play with how words can be used to share a point of view, without preaching or using stereotypical views.

Having an insight into how Wendy works was a real privilege, watching words and sounds being choreographed was not something I had ever realised was possible before. I use speech very slightly in my work and am sure I will be using it the future, although not to the extent Charlotte uses, and watch the in depth process that play with ideas and concepts has been really enriching.

To watch how professional dancers, musicians conduct themselves in the studio and throughout the exploration process was very beneficial for me. Having only worked with the youth sector, see the professionals work over the two days allowed me to understand the amount of risk the dancers can take and that making an environment where nothing is wrong is a good rule to run a research process by.

After the two very different and interesting morning classes I sat for most of the day absorbing the atmosphere and watch work develop. This became one of the most beneficial aspects of the two days for me. I now appreciate that ideas can be left to run and be explored by the dancers with little guidance as gems of ideas can appear at any moment.

I saw the value in trying the same task in a variety of different way and how this can have a big impact on the message that is trying to be put across.

Spending over two hours chatting through my ideas with Charlotte really threw up some questions about my work and it’s message.

Charlotte also has really helped me look at my R and D and what is achievable in the two week and thanks to her many challenging questions and view points I was able to think about the message am I trying to convey and look much deeper into my work, it’s quality and what is interesting about the message. This layered on top of the narrative explored with Amit has given me real clarity about what I need to explore in my R and D and how I can push my skills as a choreographer further.

Charlotte gave me tips on and guidance about the questions in constantly need to be asking myself and to not settle on the first idea.

Once I had time to digest the chat I have now been able to draw up a rough outline of my R and D and the deeper meaning of my piece, which means I can now really communicate to people what my work is about.



Jo Shapland's friendly clamor of a word sketch (partitioned into three...):

CHILDLESS

I am alone. I am free.

(1)

We meet. Sharing senses of self. You tell me your story. I you mine.

I am you, you are me, we all are you, you all are me, we are all you, you are all me… One self, moving around this white, light, revealing space, smudged and stained with already resonant traces of actions

…We inhabit the moment.

Doing away with any tendency towards the slick, the finished, the smooth and polished – daring to be with the unknown. Messy stuff. Mistakes. Fumblings. Grapplings.

Trusting the unknown to locate new discourse, new expression.

Manifesting. Revealing, trusting, enhancing. Surrendering. Holding. Hearing. Sharing. We are a broad spectrum of diversity with different and varied priorities.

Notions of self, thrown upward

up into the white cavernous Creation Space, landing there, here, generously shared, played with, crackling laughter resonating, heartfully tumbling, bumbling through each and every of this BIG SELF.

We are sisters, brothers, daughters, mothers.

Lovers, sons, fathers, martyrs.

Baby, child, maiden, mother,

crone, warrior, queen, other

…I am part of this…

Comedy embracing

Disappointment, elation

Stagnation, revelation

Accentuation, creation

Passion, compassion.

We wash away, wash away.

…Joan of Arc is somewhere in the room… listening.

(2)

…I am part of this…

Connection. Hidden self inside, always there, often hiding - we are coaxing this creature out from a deep well of creative potential.

We possess a fecundity of creative possibility. Here. A pre-linguistic being – sensing, feeling: articulate in-body-speaking. Waiting in the wings (it is). Delighted and delightful. Compulsive and constant. True, terrific and terrible. All at once. And laughter yes laughter, bellyjelly laughter

We give one another consent. Blessing. Encouragement. Challenge. Audacity. Offering. Able to just do, no matter what mistakes, what fuck-ups ensue. Miscarriage is a rite of passage -

- A gift.

From beyond.

And the children fly

And dance and laugh and fly

HER NAME IS NOT CHILDLESS.

SHE WILL FIND A NEW NAME.

(3)

And we play

Wear one and other.

Where we find one another.

Trust.

Share.

Laugh.

Cry.

Play.

Outside in. Inside out.

Dance. Laugh. Laugh. Dance. Inside. Out. Inside. Out.

Always in the womb of things,

The White Cavern is alive

-Essential


Looks like Pandora opened another box…

HOPE: (archaic) A FEELING OF TRUST


Tuesday, 2 August 2011

Kip's Friday Thoughts

‘Its good to talk’

Conversations, formulations and much needed procrastinations.

One woman’s words:

I am a child

I am evacuated

I don’t use that word lightly anymore

I desired him

I am alone and free.

La la la lalalala la, la la la laaa laaa.

Another woman’s words

Get away from the fucking box.

Don’t open the fucking box.

Women have the choice not to get pregnant.

Monday, 1 August 2011

Wendy's Blog, Monday 1 August

FECUNDITY, ABUNDANCE, FERTILITY, PROLIFERATION, PLENITUDE, PLATES FULL OF FRUIT, JOY, SEWING THE SEEDS, WELCOMING THE SUN, EATING, DIGGING A HOLE, DOING A DANCE STEP, PROPOGATING, FLOURISHING, PROFUSE, ABOUNDING, CHOIRS , BOXES OF VOICES, LESSONS ON GIVING BIRTH, TEEMING WITH SCREAMS, FOLK DANCES AND FOLK SONGS.

THE BAND STRIKES UP:

AND IN THE LAND OF ABUNDANCE

THERE IS PROLIFERATION AND EXPANSE

AN EMBARRASMENT OF RICHES

AN EXAGGERATION OF REWARDS

BRINGING FORTH

RIOTOUS SONG

OUT OF OUR MOUTHS FLOW

A PROFUSE LITANY

WORDS FLOWERING

BREEDING

READY TO BEAR WITNESS

TO THE LAND OF NEW IMAGINATION

FLUSH

RAMPANT

WHERE WE WERE

FICTIVE DREAMERS

PROPOGATING

HOPE

Music dies down.

Something that has been silently prowling in shapelessness

Smells the possibility of finding form.

Gill's Blog, Monday 1 August

The day before the ''audition''-night filled with usual dance nightmares , this time Giselle and not Swan lake

Waking early and thinking am I'm going to show

Driving on the motorway-sweating-the lane change to Eastleigh is so fraught!

Missing the turn to the non zoned parking area

Running up Leigh Road

Arriving at the big white space-that I have no right to and feeling an imposter

Ice breaker circle stuff-the sweat beads on my upper lip

Warm up-I send hips and pelvis to places they have not visited in years -it feels so good

Contact with strangers-I feel the fear-will he be repulsed at my body?

Dancing, improvised-just give me the steps!

An email-I am astounded

I return to the white space more nervous than ever

Bonita feeling the same-I wish I was related to her-I love her

Painful stories shared -I feel compelled to comfort but remind myself I am not a teacher

Dancers free in their own bodies showing their dance language without restraint-I can only watch

Being up for it-if not now then never-I have been given a door of opportunity that has been shut for so long

I feel shame at exposing my lack of creativity-where are the steps?

Children dancing-so unselfconscious- so free-so trusting-a plaster rips off an inner deep wound inside me and I want to sob-instead I dab eyes with toilet paper-I'll unpack my emotions later....

Sitting at a table I admire the integrity of others-''We are all adults ......''

later the phone ringing -He wants me to come round-I explain I need time to process and savour allthat I have been given -He puts the phone down on me

Spangle sitting on my lap-nestling in -he senses my contentment and allows me to dance around the house to Kate Bush.........

Going to an exercise class-Alisha Dixon Dance Fusion and hearing the words -''Go slower-less manic''...I hear and obey

Ruby's Blog, Aged 10, Friday 29 July

I enjoyed everything but I enjoyed the lifting the best. When we got there we did a warm up which was really fun. Then we learned Greig’s dance, which was really awesome. There were turns all of the time, which were quite confusing, then we went with a partner to make the dance – I went with Gill.

I loved all the lifting because if you lent back you would know that you would be safe. I also liked interviewing the women to find out the perfect world, then we got to share our ideas with everyone else. Leah and Liz had to do a song about guessing men – it was hilarious.

What I felt

I felt proud doing the folk dance by myself.

It was amazing when the boys lifted us because it felt as if you were flying.

It was great when I managed to solve Greig’s dance.

Great that I wasn’t that scared of the lifting.

Words to describe the dance thing

Trust

Flying

Fearless

Fun

Hilarious

Experience

Exciting

Proud

Achieve

Awesome

Freak at first

Safe

Lauren's Blog, Age 10, Friday 29 July

Day One
Learning new things
Lifting
Confidence
Awesome
Trust
Connection
Fearless
I enjoyed mostly expressing my body and touching also feeling safe.
I liked being lifted and trusting whoever is catching me and helping me.
And working with new people.
Greig’s dance was fun as well.


Day Two
Perfect world
New people
Brave
Experiments
What was really great about today was listening with touch.
I also liked the massage at the beginning for the warm up.
Also the perfect world task was fun.
I have really enjoyed working with you.